and start being the person I really want to be.
What brought this on? The fact that I am a freak about the men I like. I can’t stand not knowing what they are doing. SO I am going to change that about my self. I am going to be that woman who can handle that kind of stuff. Especially since it really is none of my buisness.
This person I like, likes me back. He hasn’t talked to me for a few weeks and my mind can’t let that go. I have been doing everything I can to keep myself from calling or texting him but it has not been working. So today that will change. I will wait for him to call me, if he still wants to after my behavior.
One would think this is a no brainer, right? He doesn’t want to talk , or can’t, no prblem be patient and wait. but I for some reason go into freak mode. I am tired of this tendency. I am tired of things like this about myself. I am done with it. So I am going to stop. This person, this freind is too important to me to lose because I have no self control.
