who you are. So everyone goes on a quest to find themselves. Where does this quest start? How does it end? How many people give up in the middle of it?
My quest started, I am in the middle of it. I have thought myself sick sometimes about what is going to happen in the future. Most of it involves finding a significant other. What gets me is anytime the opportunity has come up specifically in the last few months I have said no. But why, I ask, why do I deny myself something I have been wanting all my life? Well the answer is. as much as I want it, I am not ready for it to last.
What is going to happen to me over the next couple of years? Will I lose someone dear to me? Will the world come to a halt and a ridiculously rapid change in social basis occur? Will I ever find the love I am looking for?
A big answer for most people is religion. I am a pretty spiritual person. I have been searching for God for a long time now and think I am finally on the right track. I just have to get my lazy, fraidy-cat butt in gear. So I am gonna end here, because I don’t know what else to say.
